leafs in the wind
March is almost gone, and I am not a big fan of spring coming soon, even if everyone is becoming cheerful because it’s going to be warm again soon and flowers bloom, yadda yadda.
It’s also time for my enemy to rise again: the stupid daylight saving. Yes, I know… it’s more convenient and it gives more light hours during day AND ALL THAT STUFF, but the truth is I am a big fan of winter, and every year I am sad seeing it go.
Most of my friends know, but I am chronically anemic: this means winter for my body is not ideal, but I just think summer makes me feel WAY WORSE. So I am already dreading the hot we will experience in this country….. and together with some other things, it’s making me feel a lil down.
Like winter leaving, sometimes I have the feeling I am being left behind in some way, especially artistically, even while I am working so hard to finally find some answers.
sometimes it’s just sooo hard.
It’s also soo hard untangling the mess which is my brain, full of thoughts, concepts and ideas, to the point I lost the point (pardon the pun) I was trying to make writing this post. IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING.
I don’t know, maybe later or tomorrow I will find it again, for now I will go back to read bkdk doujinshis and leave it here
(you just can’t imagine how many times I lose the thread of something I am talking about because I get distracted with something else)