taking a mask off
I swear I am not trying to choose edgy titles, but it’s funny all I come up feels like a teenager blog. It’s super funny for me.
2026 has been the year of realization and thinking so far. I thought I already worked a whole lot on myself (and I did! My clinical depression is getting better!!! Finally my psychiatrist gave me permission to reduce my meds after 5 years) but you never stop changing and getting better, if you have the will and the strength to do it.
And you know, sometimes I feel like it’s okay not having to change, for some stuffs. Not having to wear a mask to please other people, to be liked, and so on.
Lately I have been wearing what society feels like are weaknesses as point of strength. I don’t need to be open, to force myself to conformate with what it’s “seen as normal”.
I don’t need to become mean to others because people around me are. I don’t need to hide my kindness or my sensitivity. And being open about being sensitive doesn’t make me vulnerable.
I won’t give people ways to hurt me.
Call me childish for my hobbies or for the stuffs I like, I am unfazed. I am happy to be myself. The Momo who is sensitive, who cries over cute puppies, who likes plushies and cute things. The one who likes ships, who likes yaoi, and who likes to do stuffs without relying too much on others. But who knows when to ask for help. The one who “feels a lot” in good or bad (yes, I even get overwhelmed over being too happy)
Also the one who is there for his friends. And is open about telling them what he feels, in good or bad. I love my friends and I will keep telling them!!!
I am myself, I am flawed, but I am beautiful.